they said I’ve been missing but i’m right here i’m right fucking here aren’t i

all these years and i’m just trying to find a way to make these words hurt you

i’m feeling down again and it’s like everyone around me is getting their life together and doing amazing things and i just feel like i’m stuck and even moving a muscle tires me out man i know where i want to be but i don’t know how to get there

I hate this. I hate that I want you back so badly. I hate that you made me love you.

She’s going to go drink and sleep for a very long time.

When he left, I said he finally realized I was never going to be good enough. Now it’s very true. I’m glad he’s happy. It kills me that it’s not with me. I can’t do it. I can’t do this.

I wasn’t expecting a response. I was hoping for one, though. Guess that’s my cue.

I’m out. Misha and Jensen knkw where to find me.

Fuck you and your lies. #off

Yup.

Fuck your lies.

I can’t even tell you how much I want to say fuck you, because those words don’t even begin to cover it. I hope you either treat the next one better, or they treat you like you treated me.

Now that I’ve gotten that out of my system, And I’ve said fuck you a few times, I’m out. Find me other places.

Just gonna casually throw this out there before I log out again