Bleaching and straightening hair simultaneously is actually illegal for curly girls, but this is the only way I feel like myself.

I'm the tallest today.

Thinking of using dye on this silk organza skirt I just made to change the floral pattern from beige/gold to a deep red or purple. Probabilities of it being ruined are high though. Mmmhh...

Been having a pretty great day today. I just ate a mandarin and I only had to spit a seed out once.

The internet is a dying mall.

You’d think that a 4-week vacation would be enough time to fully unwind but having a sleeping disorder means I am terminally frazzled everyday, being coerced to participate in seemingly interminable summer activities. Crying all the way to the lake with an ice cream in hand.

I’m often underestimated but listen here. I have made grown ass men smack their lips together and blow me kisses through the phone. Some of them were tall and big and as macho as it gets and they still sent little kisses through the phone, even when I didn’t ask.

I am so fatigued by modern social media. I used to miss the old blogging days but recently my mistrust is bigger than my hope for connection. I’ve considered completely disconnecting for years but how could I? when my livelihood depends on my social media presence.

I stopped meditating and started screaming. Highly recommend.

Hair is back to black and growing ever so slowly, but I'll persevere, the goal is long, luscious, and bewitching.

I have been summoned tomorrow, not only by the Finnish immigration system, but also by the police department. Having to coordinate appointments between these two scary entities was not on my bingo card for a regular wednesday.

One day you’re 18 and you think you’re punk, the next you’re in your 30’s and do the oiling ritual for your cast iron pan once a week.

I got some of my wisdom teeth removed the other day and have been taking lots of pills so my daily routine looks like this: 1. 🩸 2. ???????????? 3. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4. ???????????? 5. ✨

My cat, napping in a sunbeam. My face, numb and paralyzed. My wallet, ravaged by the dentist.

I put up a little show whenever I see a surveillance camera pointed at me.

Nosferatu was so good and it was also really bad. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Proof that I’m not a vampire.