single parenting..ðŸ˜ðŸ˜that shit is draining and hurting.. . I'm at a hard place now with my sonðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ I feel like I failed him and me as a parent.. I don't know what to do.. this parenting thing is not for me seriously.. I can't I just want to die 😪 😫 or kill myself