I know one day the tears will stop falling but today hit hard even if it was all in my emotions.

It been two months today since my girlfriend texted me that she couldn’t do it anymore and didn’t want to talk about it. Even this long / short a time it’s still hard to hold in my tears. Haven’t heard a word since then. Questions unanswered destroy my mind.

Heading to Knoxville for the weekend. Much needed after the last two months.

How is it looking like this in North Alabama right now? Lol

Heading to Gulf Shores for a few days. Definitely need it. It’s been a relapse of a couple weeks. Sadness hit pretty hard.

The Hootie in Huntsville Al closed and haven’t had their food since. On vacation so decided to drop in and Very Disappointed!!! No Honey Chipotle sauce and service is a joke. I had hoped for better. I don’t want them to bankrupt and closed but can see why

Relaxing

It’s been 3 months since my breakup and today I found out she was seeing someone potentially. After thinking I am ok why does it feel like the first week all over again.

Everyone saying it’s for the best ,she wasn’t worth my love. But shit still hurts.

What do you say when your hurting? I want to talk to someone but also I am out of words. Thought I was out of tears but found out tonight I am not.

I get told that because she moved on so quickly that she may have been cheating or about to. Is it wrong to pray that’s not true?

I truly wish I could get my mind from overthinking. I don’t want to hurt anymore. She isn’t worth it.