you won’t heal until you admit to yourself how much it really hurts. you were let down, disappointed, and it wasn’t your fault. go easy on yourself. allow yourself as much time that you need and feel what you need to feel. don’t let what they did have any more power over you.

everytime my gf gets stressed she grows cute lil plants on her phone :) she’s so wholesome and adorable lol I think I’m in love 😅 she instantly relaxes when she plays :)) link in bio to get it.

please be straight up with me even if you think it’ll hurt me, i’d rather know than overthink & assume everything.

when you messed it all up because you questioned everything even though you trusted them but you just needed reassurance.

if you ever see a girl: • biting her nails • shaking her leg • not talking • zoning out • fidgeting • cracking her knuckles • having her hands on your neck just give her a hug, she won’t ask for it but she needs it deep down.

i told you what hurts me most and you did it perfectly..

we can break up, end things, block each other, not talk at all, but in the end I’ll still love you.

getting your feelings and heart broken but only wanting to be comforted by the person who did it all…

“you need to stop overthinking, i’m not going to do anything to you, why are you like this.”

have you ever wanted to cry but no tears came out so you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into a million pieces…

POV: your 🧠 is telling you the hard truth but your 🫀 doesn’t want to listen

that moment you burst into tears in your room and you realize no one knows how unhappy you actually are

i’m not even upset, hurt, or angry anymore. i’m just tired of putting in more effort than I receive. i’m tired of holding on for nothing. i’m tired of getting my hopes up only to be let down time and time again.

Ashwagandha is starting to look very tempting. i don’t want to feel anymore

everything was starting to go back to normal. i was able to sleep at night. i didn’t have these temptations. i wasn’t sad all the time. i was letting people back into my life. i was ready. i was getting out of that hole. but here we are again.

someone should really be checking on the mf that be saying real on these videos.

i think i hit the point in life where i’m just done. i cried. i tried. but everything is crashing down. my demons are taking over me again and this time I’m too tired to fight back.

in the most selfish way possible, i don’t want anybody else to have your heart, feel your touch, kiss your lips, or be the reason you smile, I want to be your last everything.

when my gf gets stressed out she grows lil plants on her phone 🥲 it’s so cute 🥹 she instantly relaxes when she plays :) link in bio to check it out!

i want you but for once. i’m going to shut up. do my own thing, let you do yours, and then leave our fate up to the universe because i’m so tired of trying.