and so what if i tried to kill myself what makes you want me to live so bad

You want me to live so bad . it's selfish you know . It's selfish to ask me to suffer for you . But at least it's honest . Fuck you . I'll talk to you tomorrow

Can i be developmentally disabled if im really smart still

mom said it's my turn with the diagnosis

mom said it's my turn for the prescription medication

I love it when a transgender is bitter and hard to love

when your gf hits u for being prettier than her >>>>

when ur gf starves you because you r prettier than her and she calls u a man bc u fuck her >>>>>

When she tries to fuck you and calls herself a moid bc she thinks ur passy but in reality ur a brick and she's fish so u have to decline the offer and touch her butt until she hates you

When she offers to eat your ass but saying yes is malebrained so you gotta shoot yourself in the face

she tries to give me butt herpes cuz she thinks i'm cheating on her with trade but I would never do that i'm cheating on her with the love of my life

If i cheat on u do u want it to be frivolous and futile or meaningful and beautiful

trade tryna get in my butt but little does he know That's where i keep my Pills

when she says you look just like ur dad cuz u don't fuck her in the bathroom of the mall of america

She wants me to get her face tattooed on my face

drinking lean out my dog bowl

i want to fuck my corpse

she's not abusive she's just operating her levers of access

and maybe when you close your eyes you won't see that door so permanently fixed to you (...) can't leave the knob unturned and can't stop forgetting what's beyond the slab of once-was somethings (...) The sights grizzly and that's all you will ever recall, until you open it again

Grip up on the white out and consider the artistic implications of my failures to write the word I meant . Let the flaw live or bow to the mythologized self , when my speech is perfect the person I was will cease to exist but that may be in your best interest