just when you think shit can’t get worse, it always fucking does.

i don’t celebrate holidays but spending christmas alone, short on rent, energy bill overdue, .60 in the bank, no family, no love, can’t give out gifts. i think im just gonna sleep as long as i can.

I can’t wait to say “I don’t deserve this” and it be about something good in my life

if i can manage to stop crying for more than 20 minutes i think ill stream today

idk how im feeling but im gonna stream if anyone wants to lend me some company on this lonely holiday, i would love that twitch.tv/senpaistealerx

just when you least expect it walgreens had a check for me. rent finna be paid 🙂‍↕️

RENT PAID AND WE STREAMINNNNN twitch.tv/senpaistealerx

relationships are a trap. don’t fucking bother.

never cashing a paper check with Cash App ever again shit has been pending for 4 days my regular bank would have been done in 30 minutes

i cannot stress enough that like, dont trust people i remember when i used to be fine just doing things alone and not having friends. fuck i hate making friends.

crying myself to sleep on new years teehee

In case you’re in need of a laugh…

watching yourself become less important to the most important person to you is so fucking painful

i really just want one friend that’s like “oh, that person did something shitty to you? fuck them” and just doesn’t like them based solely on that.

where do i find someone to make me a png model

i need to become active on socials again but i never have the energy

why are there a bunch of bots following me all the sudden wtf lol

most unsurprising xqc cope. dude still talking about his ex 10 years later

Finally getting back to playing Read Only Memories. Thanks again MidBoss ! :3 twitch.tv/senpaistealerx