ficino says to not neglect the power of Saturn, for he "is the most powerful of all" - planets submit their powers to those planets they approach (apply to), but since Saturn is the slowest, most planets are always approaching it, rather than the other way around. wooow

also planets in conjunction to Saturn act according to Saturn's nature

because it's been whitewashed by westerners. the elders in the tibetan buddhist sangha i'm a part of don't encourage any kind of punishment for distractions nor do those from any of the cultures meditation comes from. that's literally antithetical to the purpose.

saturn rejoices in the 12th house, it wants. to be left. alone. it thrives when it is left alone, which is good for saturn (bc it gets to be alone), but not necessarily the native, (the human who will then experience loneliness). saturn is cold, and it is dry, it separates you

Always go to the funeral. Always go to the hospital. You don't need to know what to say. In times of profound crisis, people don't remember your words, they only remember whether you showed up for them at their lowest moment.

whew absolutely. especially as a performer. other than my mom and a few aunties, most of the support and interest in me as a performer/artist comes from the public -- people i either don't know well or who are very distant from me.

I knew there was no coming back from Covid denial when on the day universal masking disappeared, a physio told me & my team we can “take our masks off now” about 30 seconds after the email was sent. The ward was full of Covid patients. We were the only ones masking on the ward…

I think a big issue re covid is that emotionally secure people dont mind masking and not even 50% of Americans have base level emotional security

These are people desperate for regulation, desperate for approval. Reactive and easily set off.

the way the gods keep sending me virgo risings should be studied. one thing i notice about all the ones i've encountered is that they're deeply spiritual even if they don't have an active spiritual practice. i also notice a strong sense of justice.

Dr Bronner, visibly drunk: and tell ‘em you can brush your teeth with it

so another placement that keeps finding me is venus in capricorn (where my lot of union is). i really love how they all text me like they're writing an important work email or piece of literature. adorably formal but with lots of care. so hot. 😂

of course i start feeling depressed af as soon as the sun enters my 8H 🙄

i'm so grateful (to myself) i let this decade kill any libra people pleasing tendencies i had left. completely unphased by what the next nigga/group is doing. 😌

i think people misunderstand the 11th house, the house of good spirit, the house of allies and networks. it reminds me of this post i saw "you don't clap for other people so it'll never be your turn." allies do not fall from the sky (sometimes they do, but often, they don't) -

i hate when you do a geomancy and the judge is super positive but humra is in the future position. like wtf. 😂