I posted an article about this, but ways "gifted" ADHD pass as high functioning is by using adrenaline to kick in gear. That means developing OCD like behaviors centered around anger, self hate & panic (aka anxiety). You learn acceptance and praise comes from a hell you create.

thought i was doing amazing socially at party last night and then this girl asked me if i’m autistic

My latest track, "The Only Sane One", is now available at my site: zoeblade.com It's another slab of '90s style breakbeat acid house, with some appropriately dystopian ranting about current politics.

On the venerable chess playing guide Logical Chess: Move by Move: notebook.zoeblade.com/Logical_Chess_…

Rewatched The Queen's Gambit, and wondered how close I could get to that lush cinematography. Thanks to Nina Richards for pulling focus for me!

Screen test: custom bokeh Thanks to Nina Richards for 3D printing the mask.

Hopefully finished mixing down my latest song, squee! #indiemusic #inthestudio

Ever wondered how DAWs swing? Here's my deep dive into clock pulses and sequencers! youtube.com/watch?v=CRfeg3…

I wrote something on ancient music gear, and who put the image on wikithingie but Zoë Blade ? Thanks for the cc-by-sa photo of your S-1000! moinlabs.de/words/on-sampl…

My patrons at patreon.com/zoeblademusic can now see my latest video, and for a mere $1/month, so can you!

New video: How to play chess youtube.com/watch?v=2dAZDG…