nakakapagod mag demand

nakakapagod na wala akong mapagsabihan every fckin time

cuz if i open this to him, problema na naman, argument nanaman, im gonna hear “ikaw naman laging tama” shits ahahah

nakaka inggit nakakapagod ang sakit sakit Lord

im so fucking desperate dude puro nalanh parinig, kelan naman yung may kusa haha

so mga twice a year lang ako makaka receive ng words of affirmation? ng letters? ganun ba un ahhaha

dude i love u so much to the point na im choosing to bare with what im feeling cuz i don’t wanna hurt u

i dont wanna cause any problems please if i could only stop what im feeling

pero i can’t do anyth abt it :(( im so alone

watching my family fight after my recognition? infront of the food? :(( Lord :(

nagpatong patong nanaman ☹️ sad realizations always comes after a happy moment

nonetheless, i still love them so much and im always gonna choose them over myself

i may always be smiling but deep inside, im so broken:( im longing for something na hindi ko maramdaman

sana may maka intindi sakin :(

despite these unsaid feelings, i’ll still never get tired na ipagmalaki ka—even if you don’t see it most of the time:))

i’ll never tell anyone about what im feeling cuz i want to keep ur image good sa kanila:))

:(((((

sad sad lifee

poootaaaa sakit ulo kooo

baby koo :((