Instead, I’m just having mental breakdowns.

youtu.be/DDy7FrYbCrE My son is in this video!

Guitarists, bassists, drummers, all musicians: you practiced to a fucking metronome or a click track today?

youtu.be/s1-0lt7b-78

Ever had a nosebleed, but with clear fluids?

So, I have what is called a CSF (Cerebral Spinal Fluid) leak- meaning my spinal cord and brain are exposed and am more likely to get meningitis or seizures. The clear nosebleed was that fluid. Y’boi is scared.

Health update: waiting on a date to get surgery to get my spine shaved down. There are spurs that’s tearing the meninges (what holds the fluids). They’re going in through my mouth and nose. 🥴

Didn’t get around to posting here, but I’m super proud of my band. I hope this helps us grow.

A little more than a month away. We are going to play one of our favorite songs from the album live for the first time. It’s a heavy one with nasty riffs.

Caught mid smile

Sweet, there’s a bomb threat at work. *Goes on YouTube*

Since I can’t post my actual job without possibility of being assassinated or sent to a foreign prison, this will have to do.

bfan.link/existential Presave EXISTENTIAL now 6.30

Thank you so much. This is a huge milestone for us. 🙏🏻

This heat makes me want to swim in ice

It’s been 8 years since I’ve taken my septum ring out and I can stop fit a toothpick through the hole. 🙃

Fuck it’s corny when bands that aren’t playing arenas/stadiums/stages with overly adequate room don’t strike their drum kits If you think this is about you, it probably is, take ya damn kit off stage and let the kids have some fun ya dork

Me patiently waiting for Make Them Suffer to release another single