i really really dont want to because this account has sort of felt like home for the past 4 years. but now im scared to say anything. im terrified people will recognize me for what i said and will keep twisting my words. so yeah... i might move accs aha
i doubt anyone noticed i was gone. but i went to the hospital and was there overnight. im better now :> and im getting proper help that will hopefully do something and wont end up nowhere. thats it