the blood clings to you, i've learned. all those little choices, and all of those lives. you cannot quantify the guilt; and no matter how the years yawn on, you cannot wash it off. it clings to you. it clings.

i'm pretty sure most people would have shot themselves in the head by now if they were me so all things considered i think i'm doing great

wrist ⠀ aches ⠀ something ⠀ fierce, ⠀ hiss ⠀ between ⠀ his ⠀ teeth. ⠀ [ * DAMN. ] ⠀ talk ⠀ about ⠀ knock–back.

⠀ ⠀⠀﹑ ♰ ​ ​ ⠀⠀—⠀⠀ ⠀ ‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍there's‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ 𝗵͟𝗼͟𝗽͟𝗲, .

⠀ ⠀⠀﹑ ♰ ​ ​ ⠀⠀—⠀⠀ ⠀ ‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍there's‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ 𝗵͟𝗼͟𝗽͟𝗲, .

⠀ ⠀⠀﹑ ♰ ​ ​ ⠀⠀—⠀⠀ ⠀ ‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍there's‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ 𝗵͟𝗼͟𝗽͟𝗲, . open.spotify.com/track/4wFeMmJD…

⠀ ⠀⠀﹑ ♰ ​ ​ ⠀⠀—⠀⠀ ⠀ ‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍there's‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ 𝗵͟𝗼͟𝗽͟𝗲, .

nokhoi.⠀ sorry. ⠀ family ⠀ stuff ⠀ still ⠀ on-going. ⠀ back ⠀ circa ⠀ sunday.

⠀ ⠀⠀﹑ ♰ ​ ​ ⠀⠀—⠀⠀ ⠀ ‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍there's‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ 𝗵͟𝗼͟𝗽͟𝗲, .

ASTA.⠀ reminder i have commissions open if anyone wants to help me out <3. my cat got very sick & his meds are quite expensive. i was also in a car crash (trucker fell asleep, multiple cars involved) a couple days ago & i have to pay for meds & insurance 😔.

⠀ ⠀⠀﹑ ♰ ​ ​ ⠀⠀—⠀⠀ ⠀ ‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍there's‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ 𝗵͟𝗼͟𝗽͟𝗲, .

are ⠀ you ⠀ all ⠀ pharmacists, ⠀ or ⠀ something?