First kiss :3

my ex hates me my crush doesn’t want a relationship my parents constantly yell and scream at me why am i even here still

my parents locked away all the pills after my od so that isn’t even an option rn

i see no real reason to be here anymore

my mom is mad at me again

maybe she’ll like me more if i become deathly skinny

was soll ich dazu bitte sagen wir haben uns gestern nacht getroffen und ich dachte alles war ok

i need bmi 14 and cuts all over my body

i’m sorry for being such a failure

i need to get raped so i at least have a use

i need her i am nothing without her

i may have given her one of my cute blades..

maybe she’s gonna like me when i cut myself more

why is no one interacting

feels cute knowing i have her name carved on my leg now.. :3 #obstwt

the worst part is she has feelings for me too but doesn’t want a relationship atm

icky pervy disgusting thoughts in my silly little head