valentina just told me i ’ m apparently going to an interview tomorrow ?? may actually jump .

PLEEEEEAAAASSE

no i hate talking to people .

no , but bucky doesn ’ t sleep in his bed often . you do and i want warmth .

yes !! i don ’ t know what to wear ..

whatever you wanna put me in works !! 🥰

i scream in my sleep !!

you ’ re welcome walker

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ curled up in bed , wishing she could simply vanish from the world . everyone would be better without him anyways . ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

⁽ face buried deep into pillows . ⁾ ❝ always awake .. ❞

mmm .. don’t want her right now , buck .. ⁽ rolling over , burying deeper into the pillows . ⁾

just don’t want her .. ⁽ turning to face him , eyes filled with tears . the touch on his back almost makes him recoil . ⁾ i don’t deserve any of this .. any of you .

bob hadn’t left his room im what felt like days , really only a few hours , but it felt longer . hearing the knock , he turns his head towards the door . ❝ you can come in , lena . i don’t look all too good though . look like shit actually .. ❞

⁽ he looks up at bucky , tears welling in his eyes before spilling over in ugly sobs . she latches onto him , face burying into his neck . holding everything in until the bottle finally tips over , before everything finally spills . ⁾ it all hurts ..

he laughs quietly at the therapist comment , moving his body to be slightly closer to her . his teammates always helped when she was feeling like this , down in the dumps . ❝ i don’t feel worthy . of any of this . of any of you . it sucks .. ❞