Truth be told, some people are so irreplaceable. The things they do, the way they go extra miles to get things done for you, the way they always support, the kindness they show, the feelings they had for you; you may never experience it again for the rest of your life.
Just because you did something in the past doesn’t mean you can’t advocate against it now. That’s not hypocrisy, that’s growth. Don’t let people use your past to invalidate your current mindset. Stay grounded in the truth of who you are now
Being in alignment doesn’t mean everything is great all the time and no challenges exist. It means that the challenges you face are the exact thing you need to become your highest self.
Idk who needed to hear this but God is with you. Even right now. He hears you. He hasn’t turned his back on you. He’s right there. Talk to him. He’ll respond & you’ll know it’s a response from him. So have faith & be of good courage.