How it feels to be skinnier than someone who was mean to you

you can literally die at any weight from your ed. if you are actively starving yourself, stressing your body, and destroying your internal organs.. there are consequences, regardless of the number on the scale. there is no 'sick enough' when you're dying. you are just dying.

often people binge to "fill" some sort of emptiness or to distract from existing feelings. although its counterintuitive, i binge after hating myself and my body because i feel hopeless and need anything to dull the pain, at least momentarily

the mother is making me a protein smoothie when i get home

so lethargic allllll the time

i want my cheeks to hollow out a lot as i loose weight. i want the "dead" look

one year ago i decided to take back my life. so many ups and downs to this thing called recovery. it hasn’t been linear or perfect, but everyday is different and a chance for me to choose myself again.

since i quit cheer should i just set my ugw down to bmi 14s .. or just as low as possible .. im tired guys i really am i just want to live a short life and die skinny

goodnight my disordered kitnation

lalallalaaaa the usual

I hate when someone makes their whole personality about their partner and then go into a crisis when they break up im sorry but ur annoying

good morning except for i only woke up 45 mins ago at 1:30 pm

goodnight oomfs

good morning .. ill try to be more active on here today

binge urges strong today pray for me guys

nobody talks about the dreaded binge cycle after forced recov or maybe its just me idk

following random ppl hoping they follow back

good morning everyone hi friends

i seriously dont feel good at all today

this was lowkey me during cheer season bc i needed so many electrolytes to not pass out