980cals , maintaining at this intake is fucked but yk 🐒

going ALONE to Lorde nxt year 🫠🫠 985cals

980cals and a whole lotta anxiety 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

What if I was going to off myself 😒

first shift tomorrow I am shitting myself🫶🫶🫶

first shift at work was great :,)) 985cals🫶

One more shift this week then back to school🥲🥲 990cals 2 weeks holiday is a TEASE😞

second day of work completed and now I’m back to school 😞

taking a day off school tmrw 💆‍♀️💆‍♀️ 990cals

Is this my sign to stop eating the same intake every single day and commit to upping it 🐒

A day I guess 🤨985cals

had this in the 10 minutes before my shift 😍

990cals, going to try develop some better day to day habits to feel more sane 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂

0/10 day cold and sleep deprived 🙂 985cals

my dad won’t stop worrying about me and I’m about to crash out LEAVE ME ALONEREE PLEASE 990cals

what do I call this stage of my ed where I’m classified as “severely” underweight yet don’t feel valid or “sick”, not losing weight but not exactly fully maintaining and just…. Living as “normal” as I can while in this odd state 🙏🤩 living everyday like a repeat of the last

my mother is my best friend yet my worst enemy 🤗don’t recommend having your parents be your only friends, she makes it so hard to stay happy 990cals

tempting ,,, do we try 🥲

sadly I cannot eat mindfully after school , demolished like I haven’t eaten in a year 🫠

my older sister is buying low cal products (protein yog, konjac shit , protein bars , sf lollies) and I’m going to CRASH OUTTTT , she’s overweight but seeing MY SISTER buy my safe foods and go into a deficit feels so triggering 😭😭