just saw a girl who was like bmi >10-11 walk around my school???? I’m honestly not even that triggered I just feel sad 4 her:<<

// bc havent weighed myself in weeks o_0 bmi guesses??

seeing oomf soon im so excited!!

getting monster for me nd bbg!!>:3 Dollcyte is going inpatient

help apparently one of my teachers reported to the principal that they were worried ab me because i looked “thin” nd had scars on my arms😭

3 hours til i see ꧁ Matheo꧂ *inpatient* & lia :3 :3

was genuinely convinced i’d gained but ig not?? it feels satisfying ngl but also sucks because i rlly want to get better:<<

dating w an ed is tough because on one hand i wna gain weight so my body is objectively more healthy and attractive but on the other hand my ed is screaming at me that my partner won’t like me anymore if i do (super irrational obvs but still)

DRUGTWT <3 morning lines w my love lia :3 bc im heavily relapsing n sobbing everywhere i love her sm <3

tw ed stuff// guys can someone PLEASE give me a reality check because my brain is trying to convince me that purging multiple times a day on an almost daily basis + maintaining bmi low 13’s is “fine” and won’t damage my health, which I know isn’t true but brain stupid idk o_0

//bc’ish :33

// bc’ish lowk feel gross but oh welll

spot the difference:33

// bc i loove these legwarmers:3