i need to lose 20lbs by tmrw no bs

i dont care if its hurts i wanna have control

me otw to get a sweet treat after crying abt being fat

yes, bc i’m a fatass

how it feels to be on edtwt

this is THE main reason why i HATE most booktok books bro

Genuinely feel like nobody will love me romantically till I’m skinny

what are some non-scale goals u guys wanna reach? a big one for me is a resting hr of 50-40bpm

this the type of greed they talk about in the bible…

i’ve been bed rotting for the past 4hrs bc at the start of everyday i weigh myself and if i don’t then my day doesn’t start but im scared to weigh myself bc what if i gained

finally dragged myself out of bed and i’m down 5lbs this month so far!!!!

when the sw is so bad you can’t even put it in your bio

i went out with some friends today and ate hotpot and right after i was finished eating i purged everything in the bathroom so i could technically omad my res for dinner😭 also who was gonna tell me purging is WAY easier if your full and if you do it right after you eat🤨⁉️

how it feels when people congratulate me on my weigh loss not knowing i have 50lbs+ to lose

this is so real 😭

am i even disordered anymore like what’s going on…?

i’m gonna kms dude like why can’t i just stay locked innnnnn