I‘ve been studying for 2 months straight, 6 hours a day, no breaks, I don‘t know what sunlight is anymore, I live on pasta and protein bars, there isn’t a single molecule of vitamin D in my body, but next Wednesday I‘ll finally be free

A great thing about the human brain is that EVERY SINGLE TIME you put off the urge to sh, even just for a day, your brain changes. You can build a new pathway, and every time you use it, it becomes stronger, even if/when you do relapse.

Ripped out my fingernail because I was nervous 😬

Weighed myself today… bad idea.

I was recently diagnosed with aTyPiCaL AN because I never lost my period (which is a diagnostic criterion for AN) despite being severely underweight. But every source I could find says that the distinction between typical and atypical AN is just weight??

Drawing again instead of relapsing 🫧