there is no narrative. no redemption arc. these mistakes are mine forever. there is no journey, no sudden cleanse, the days will build upon each other, and each blur into the other, and the gross mess of sin i see in the mirror will get sicker and will get worse and worse.

‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍( spawning . )

rrr.

( narrowing their eyes .. an off putting grin . something was off - ) nothing much ! how've you been, bro ? 😁

maybe I've actually known all along. maybe this is how it was always going to end.

you can't outrun grief no matter how hard you try you can't outrun grief no matter how hard you try you can't outrun grief no matter how hard you try you can't outrun grief no matter how hard you try you can't outrun grief no matter how hard you try you can't outrun grief no matt

fed me lies and kept me sick.

it's getting worse. i want you to save me; rescue me from my predetermined fate. but that's not your place. i'm not your responsibility. i can't lean on you like i need. you don't deserve that.

🧍…

fools who run their mouths off wind up dead .

won't  you  stay  with  me,  my  darling?  when  my  walls  start  burning  down,  down,  down.

you wish i could be your girlfriend, boyfriend. am i pretty enough to lie to you?

you came into this house and let me dream. you should have woke me. you should have told me you were coming. it has been so long since i have seen you. we have so much to talk about. it has been such a long time.

hi i don’t want this guy ta flop /

I'm gonna dig this hole until I fall in. until there is no end. until there is no anything.