since forced recov i went from 95 pounds to 105 pounds. i’m fucking disgusting and i hate everyone who put me in that situation. best believe i’m getting back to my lw soon.

hi new moots :3 just a warning i like to yap a lot! okay love ya bye

capital f for fat

i despise leaving my room for anything ^_^

the amount of friends i’ve lost due to ed is crazy love life 🥰

dreams about eating should be banned

sibling bonding is playing fortnite together while she doesn’t know she’s helping me through a panic attack

Wake up!!!! It's October the 1st!!!!!! TIME TO LOCK IN 🔐

𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚛𝚞𝚕𝚎𝚜🧡 -𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚍 -𝚗𝚘 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝟺𝟻𝟶 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚜 𝚊 𝚍𝚊𝚢 -𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔𝚕𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 / 𝚠𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚒𝚗𝚜 -𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚞𝚛 𝚍𝚊𝚖𝚗 𝚟𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚜 -𝚕𝚊𝚡 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚎𝚍 -𝚍𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚘𝚞𝚝

october will be my month

ethel cain is my lord and savior ♡︎

30 more mins of work and then off for two daysssss :3

wait i forgot to put this in my intro but if you’re fatphobic kindly unfollow me pls <3

the hardest part about being in forced recovery is your hunger cues coming back. like when i was restricting heavily i rarely felt the hunger pains or whatever. so now that i’m out of recovery it’s basically starting from scratch 😔

re-doing! #edtwt intro :3 - she/her bisexual bmi 16 - just out of forced recov/ ana - 22 y/o! no minors pls! - love horror everything & ethel cain - dni fatphobes, homophobes, transphobes, etc. - like to be moooots

in bed bc