everyday i mourn you.

you were destined for me. perhaps as a punishment.

it's getting worse. i want you to save me; rescue me from my predetermined fate. but that's not your place. i'm not your responsibility. i can't lean on you like i need. you don't deserve that.

ㅤㅤㅤ ̗̀ Khō’s 𝕾𝕹𝕾 Dated 17th Aug ⌕ Vi, Sea. ﹫ The Ruins MNL ㅤㅤㅤㅤ

ㅤ ㅤ V. DEO FILES ─ ‘ 084. 17th of August, 2024 ㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤ

you're addicted to loneliness and desperation. it's the strongest emotion you've ever known， so your subconscious tells you that it's your destiny.

Yes. I have feelings for you. Apathy. Disgust. Disdain. Disinterest.

from the letters of virginia woolf

a hymn of pain.

sylvia plath

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ 𝗥𝗨𝗜𝗡𝗦 𝗢𝗙 𝗘𝗗𝗘𝗡 :ㅤ❛ 𝕾𝗘𝗥𝗣𝗘𝗡𝗧'𝗦 𝗛𝗜𝗦𝗦 A HAUNTING CASE IN IGNITED INFERNO FALLEN GRACE #VENT , DRUMMER 타락한 천사 : A POTENT VILE #LAPLACE #라플라스 #FROMEDEN  ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

ㅤ          ┃ 𝗟𝗔𝗣𝗟𝗔𝗖𝗘 ⛌ 𝗦𝗡𝗔𝗖𝗖𝗜𝗗𝗘𝗡𝗧 for ፧ VI ˳ from ፧ sage 𖥻 hi vi ㅤ

ㅤ          ┃ 𝗟𝗔𝗣𝗟𝗔𝗖𝗘 ⛌ 𝗦𝗡𝗔𝗖𝗖𝗜𝗗𝗘𝗡𝗧 for ፧ VI ˳ from ፧ sage 𖥻 hi vi ㅤ

EVS ㅤ 【𝐄𝐕𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝓛𝐈𝐎𝐍】#𝓢𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐇 RAJAH ◞ Tonight, the angels seemed to have been a little bit different… The atmosphere of the circus rises up, and the ever-so-menacing RAJAH appears on stage. ㅤ ㅤ

i'm not a good person， i'm barely a person at all. but someday i'll be perfect， and i'll make up for it all.

i’m trying to remember who i am.

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Dostoevsky says, "the price of loving someone very much is never loving anyone again."