Everything happens for a reason

Not cooking this thanksgiving not in the mood to deal with everyone at my house again 🥴🤣

- Keep watering yourself until you feel like you again 🌼🌻🌸💐🌷🌿🌳🌱🌺💦🌈 💛❤️ -Reread that again 🅿️❣️🎯‼️

I know the reason I can’t sleep

Ever since I buried my sister it’s been so hard to sleep

Since I had my kids I really can’t sleep

I hate the memories I see when I found my sister it hurts a lot

Time don’t heal 7 years and it feel like it just happened

You just learn to deal with it more on the inside

Sucks I have to be strong for everyone else

But I’ll get better one day at a time

That’s why I don’t care about who walk out my life , who don’t communicate with me and more

As long as I have the family I created with my fiancé I’ll be good 🅿️‼️

Had to let that out

Let me stuff my face like every night before I force myself to sleep

Good night praying for a peaceful sleep

Let me get my medicine and KO

Wishful thinking

All about me me me me meeeee

I’ll fk them up 🤨😒