i am literally so done with myself i got recommended to an ed clinic by my psychiatrist and she cut my vyvanse dosage in half bc i opened up slightly about my shitty eating habits i knew that i shouldn't have but my restricting tied into some other things i needed to tell her🥲

just a girl talking to herself 🙂

i just want to lose my appetite permanently. i want food to feel revolting. i just want to starve away all the fat on my body and become tiny & skinny & pretty

brunch waffles while reading 💖 with my fav sugar free strawberry syrup mixed with pb powder on top

the only part of me i actually like to bodycheck 🥀

did my roots and refreshed my hair color! 🥕🔸and used my makeup for the first time in like a year lol

dream body 🥹 let me look like this at my ugw please 😩

little protein bar haul 💖 i'm so excited to try all these flavors for the first time! (except s'mores that's just my favorite lol) i totally only have an obsession with these now 😩

I'll consider myself skinny when people start asking where do my organs go when they see my torso

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how i felt gaining and maintaining all august and not losing a single pound

so i'm trying to stop counting calories i just aim to eat as little as possible and it's been going alright so far 🥹 i just can't handle counting anymore, my ocd makes me get too hyper fixated on what im going to eat/not eat and honestly i really think it causes me to binge

MEMEMEMEMEME

Just cause you lost a couple lbs don’t mean you can start eating again sister

Restricting restarts TODAY!!! I cannot keep binging like this