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Erika Feronica

@eurika8

• UMN Communication of Public Relations 2009 • Head of PR division in @imkom_umn 2nd Gen • faith in Jesus Christ • live the LOVE, love the LIFE •

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My heart aches so much. I still don't want to believe this, but this is the reality that I (we) have to face. May you find your peace. Rest well. You've done well. #Jonghyun

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Ah you.. the one I loved for more than 9 years. The one who has the brightest eyes, the brightest smile ever. You’re the one who healed me through your voice. But deep inside you’re hurting and lonely. Yes you’re Kim JongHyun. The brightest man who now becomes the brightest star.

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I still remember vividly. Every 2 years since the first I know you, I always come to see you. Not really to see in person but just listen you were singing right in front of me in person. 2010. 2012. 2014. 2016. And I was hoping on 2018 I still can see you, JongHyun ssi

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Guess what 김종현 , I dreamt of you, 7 nights in row since December 11th. Its funny at first and I got mixed feeling for be able to see you even only in my dream. A very weird dreams actually. Those dreams that I can’t even dare to recall right now. A very painful dreams

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Those dreams started with I was being asked to go to your concert. My hubby paid for VIP ticket and I got excited for be able to see you in the closest distant. But guess what, my hubby closed my eyes during your performance and he doesn’t let me to see you even once, JongHyun..

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Day changed. I told my hubby about that weird dream, but guess what. He was quite upset because I dreamt about the-other-guy-I-loved. Yet after 7 years being in relationship and 1 year in marriage, he still got jealous with you, my dear 9 years one sided love.

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And then, when night comes again, I dreamt about you once again. You are wearing your white sweater. Shine so bright. I don’t know how I could meet you, but you saw me. You waved your hand cheerfully to me. I was happy for sure. JongHyun my love acknowledged me. He saw me.

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When morning came, I decided to tell my hubby once again about my dream. I was so excited and my hubby said that I might need to stop thinking him and start to have dream about my hubby. Yes, my boy was really jealous with you, Jonghyun..

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2 episodes of dream made we wondering did I might be able to dream about you again? I started pray silently, wish I can see you again in my dream, 김종현

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God answered my pray. I met you again in the dream world. I saw you, I called your name. You knew I was there, desperately call you ‘til I lost my breath. But you turned your face away, you didn’t want to see me. I was really sad even I knew that was a dream, JongHyun. It hurts

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[TRANS] Kim Hyesoo (Photographer who worked on his final album) on Jonghyun: “It was an honor that I could work on his last album together with him.” instagram.com/p/Bc7IsVBgaRh/

[TRANS] Kim Hyesoo (Photographer who worked on his final album) on Jonghyun: “It was an honor that I could work on his last album together with him.” 

instagram.com/p/Bc7IsVBgaRh/
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I tried to stop think about those dreams I got before you gone. I still can't believe those're sign. I can't understand hints you'd given after all this time. Yes you were tired. Yes you were very exhausted. And now I hope you smile brightly watch us from heaven, Jonghyun

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But how can I forgot about those dreams? The dreams that feel so real, made me excited because I saw you. But yet after you're gone, I started to gather those memory as a puzzle. A riddle given by God to tell me that you might be saying goodbye in a very polite way...

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without any clue, I started my another day. Found out that it was Onew's birthday. I was waiting a very long time, wish you or maybe Key will post something on your IG, celebrating birthday together as always. But till midnight, there were nothing... no photo, no celebration