how could i ever be so dumb to believe i'd be the one you would adore?

// I'll do some bub since I'm not participate in upcoming HE anymore. feel free to do the same. thank you.

and on some days， i wish our paths had never crossed because you don't know how heartbreaking it is to know that someone like you exists in this world and i can not have you.

when i love， i love: wholly， thoroughly， completely， drowning in everything. every glance can be a conversation， eyes just playing and saying what needs to be said. i want you. i want all of you.

you collect scars because you want proof that you are paying for whatever sins you’ve committed.

maybe i don't deserve to be loved properly

to me， yearn sounds too delicate. whatever i go through is far more disgusting.

there’s so much blood. GOD, THERE’S SO MUCH BLOOD!

PART OF ME DIED IN ORDER TO SURVIVE. I MAY GROW AGAIN， BUT I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME.

i was never meant for dating, i was meant to love one person with my entire soul forever

lately i've been drowning. hopelessly choking for air. i sob like a little child.

⠀oh, i could be anything you need. as long as you don’t leave.

i need you like the air i breathe.

the sweetest sin.

you would never know how much i love you unless you were to tear open my chest and see for yourself how full my heart is of you.

you collect scars because you want proof that you are paying for whatever sins you've committed.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀why are you scared to love ? ╱ because when I love , I love deep . . . and I'm tired of getting hurt .

i won't leave you, i promised you that. i'm already yours, to call your own.

there will never be another you

but  i  still  hold  out  hope  that,  maybe  someday,  i'll  be  worth  more  than  all  the  silence  left  in  my  way.