You know what sucks? Anxiety. Got me so shut down that I can't even tell it to fuck off. It just... drains you.

There are days you have to force yourself to stop. You get that small recovery from freaking out, that little bit of energy that males you feel ok before you crash again. Today's one of those days.

There are times I get the itch to stream again without restrain. To be as loud and insane and over the top as I can be, just for the hell of it. Hmm....

When you've been around as long as I have, fireworks lose their wow-factor. But idiots blowing their fingers off because they bought illegal fireworks from a guy who has *absolutely* hosted a donkey show? That's forever.

So... I got roped into marching in a Pride Parade and met political leaders... all cause I went and got a dollar drink at McDonalds. Cray cray day lol

People: So what family projects do you and your daughter like to do? Me and the youngster: 👇

I really wanna start streaming on and off again, but I'm afraid I'd be terrible at it. :/ Island of Misfits

Step away from that trainwreck and come watch me play with Th0rNd and MrsMaddWolf as we play some The Old Republic Leveling some Imperial/sith toons Twitch.tv/maddwolfgaming Welcome to My Maddness!!!

Gonna be playing some The Old Republic tonight on twitch.tv/th0rnd - joining @MaddWolfGaming to do some leveling and stuff. Hope to see you there! #SupportSmallStreamers #binderclips

URGE TO KILL RISING!!!!!!!

Is it strange I find playing a game during a rainy day as relaxing and cozy as someone reading a book? It's just serene playing BoTW or the new Bloodstained and having the entire world around you just calm and quiet.

Returning to where #PantlessThursday all started with PUBG: BATTLEGROUNDS tonight on twitch.tv/th0rnd ! Joining @MaddWolfGaming BigKan (It's Big Kan Baby!) 👓 and others! Hope to see you all there! #SupportSmallStreamers

Right, so, my mom wants to throw out my step-dad's old recliner. We're talking some Archie Bunker, old as fuck, comfier as fuck awesomeness. Am I insane if I want the wield and stitch the bastard back together and claim it from its trashy destiny?

I really miss Contra... 4K5 - TVQ - 31G #MarioMaker2

The next level of nostalgia is complete! I Miss Battletoads! (Can't believe I said that...) CCC-RLC-VWG I'm sorry lol #SuperMarioMaker2 #NintendoSwitch Island of Misfits

I hate brainfarts, so I complained about it to get it outta me. Enjoy!

Tis life right now. Still gaming, still designing my own too. Just gotta be a family man too!

So has this place burned down yet or do I have time to get some marshmallows?