They’re doing so many tests n asking sm questions n I keep lying idk what’s going on

They asked how I fell n can’t walk n I said I tripped then they weighed n seen I’m 57lbs n checked my temp n it’s 93° so they’re gonna do blood work n I alrdy have a fear of doctors I wanna di3

Id rather di3 than be forced to recover

I still don’t know what’s rlly going on I’m just tryna go home n manifesting I don’t get forced to recover

They said theyre keeping me over night to do more tests will I be forced to recover if I’m an adult n if this is just the reg hospital not like an ed place? I don’t even know whats going on I’m just lying my way out of it to go home

They just did a long ass ultrasound n poked me w needles but I still don’t know what’s rlly happening I just know Im waiting for another room n still refuse to be forced recover. Also they’re so mean here I just wanna go home n smoke n di3.

They said my liver is failing but that I can leave anytime I want tomorrow cause I’m not under arrest or anything n my mother tried telling them to keep me but if I’m an adult they can’t listen to her right?

They got impatient w my slow walking n not being able to move even tho I was tryna play it off n said I’m like an old person n have me rolling in a wheel chair idk if they believe me when I said I can’t move cause I tripped 😭

They said I can leave whenever but not idk what’s going on n I’m scared. They offered me food which made me shit a brick but I said I brought something n they said that’s ok thankfully but what if once I’m in my room they force me? THE ED VOICES ARE LOUD I just wanna go home

They’re gonna force me to recover I think n I don’t want to id rather die. The guy who was talking to me was talking abt me like I was some kind of demon w my mother n idk what’s going on but I’m so terrified n feel alone

I tried telling my mom how forced recovery can be bad if someone doesn’t want it n she fr started yelling n said she’s gonna leave to get food cause “she actually eats” then had the nerve to offer me something 😭

On the bright side they haven’t forced me to eat their food n I can bring my protein bars

I’m so scared