You can be so proud of yourself for sticking to your deficit until you realize you have to do it again tomorrow and for months or years until you hit your ugw and then forever after that until you fucking die or recover

how do I stop drinking alcohol

vape and doomscroll bath

gained two pounds

gave myself a heart cut this week

The low-key best pleasant unexpected surprise as a smoker is putting on a jacket I haven't worn in a while and finding a lighter I lost. And it's even better when it's a really cute one that was my favorite. Like hello old friend.

:(( tw blood

i should recover i should fast until i die i should try harm reduction i should just purge everything i eat. no fuck this i'm going to go eat whatever i want no i should starve to death no i should just maintain nevermind i hope this kills me Etc etc etc. i just want to be normal

eating an apple after not eating all day just hits different.

iftar

can ppl be normal about saggy breasts

hey y’all I miss y’all i’m hanging out w my block boy for the third day straight. #makingbadchoices

I wands eat junk @ work 😵‍💫