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⠀⠀⠀ are you free tomorrow night .ᐣ ⠀⠀⠀

firebird.⠀ brainrotted with jesse ... new oc ... i'll be on @ASCENDEDHEAVENS / @DESCENDEDHELLS today >:)

he isolates himself by pushing away anyone who gets too close. i see now ... to him, 'freedom' means 'being alone'. / listen to me. i'm never going to give you what you want. i won't leave you. I WILL NOT SET YOU FREE.

⠀⠀⠀ 𖤐 hooked up with lindsey last night 🥰 ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ 𖤐 WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOUR FACE. ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ 𖤐 STOP TAPPING CHOPSTICKS ON THE TABLE. ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ 𖤐 WHY ARE YOU MAD. DID YOU WANT TO HOOK UP WITH LINDSEY? ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ 𖤐 YOU SEEM REAL MAD SO I ASSUMED ... ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ 𖤐 I'M GONNA BREAK THOSE. ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ do you like blondes. ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ 𖤐 hello .ᐣ.ᐣ.ᐣ ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ ... i brought you coffee . we need to talk . ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ you're going to be pissed, so maybe we should sit . ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀ ... do you remember the night after you & sara broke up .ᐣ you needed a rebound, i was there ... and then i took a year off to “ travel and see the world ” .ᐣ ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ ... i wasn't traveling, mac. [ fidgeting with her sleeves as she sits down beside him . ] you have to understand, i was always going to put my career first. you ... wanted a family, but not with me, and ... i wanted you, but i didn't want ... we had a daughter, mac . ⠀

⠀⠀⠀ ... that little girl sara had .ᐣ luna .ᐣ she's ours . she ... was ours . i knew sara would make a better parent than i could, and ... i asked her to raise her as her own . i asked her not to tell you — so she kept it a secret . ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ mac, please — [ she's holding back her own tears. reaching for him. ] i didn't know what else to do. ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ you were SPIRALING. you weren't ready to be a dad, i didn't want to be a mom ... mac, i'm sorry. [ she's shaking her head. walking towards the door. ] we couldn't have raised her. ⠀⠀⠀