Being waitlisted for therapy is tearing me apart slowly

Life just gets lonelier

I feel like I’m going crazy!!!

Still having nightmares

First I was a kid Then I was 13 And then 16 And then 19.. Now a decade later I still have these fucking nightmares

Actually sick of it

no one talks about how hard it is when your mood is constantly switching between “it’s okay, i don’t care. i’m fine” and “i don’t know how much more i can take”

I’m really tired unfortunately

Honestly fuck it

Why can’t I ever get anything right

I send a text, no reply Got a problem? No family to talk to, My birthday? No gift, only an excuse No life plan? No familiar support group Slowly rotting away to cptsd Fully realized commitment issues No where to go No holiday plans No prospects No hope

Pissed I have no one to ask about shit sometimes

being mentally ill and self aware is so annoying because i know i'm being stupid as fuck but i can't help it

You know, my mother once said I killed her child when I officially came out. I denied that, saying there was nothing worth mourning for But now I’m starting to think she was the one that killed me instead