8:23|sad|bed—i appreciate how we communicate. there’s no bullshit not sugarcoating. straight and effective. #appreciationpost #jaystakeout #stnick

10:08|oohhhnoo|work—this has been a kinda weird week dating wise. i may almost not for sure be a non sugar baby. deets otw #jaystakeout #SugarBabyTwitter

1:16|eatin|cigar bar—do all older men wear the same cologne? #jaystakeout

9:19|hungry|car—it’s weird how ive learned to put on a face and cope with bullshit. meanwhile underneath im seething and/or having a breakdown all while smiling. #jaystakeout

12:22|145|work|—wondering if i should date this guy who i found out is friends with a guy i used to fuck with for like 2 years #jaystakeout

6:54|eh|bathroom—i told him “i don’t want to be with you but i do want to heal from the time...” realest shit ive texted. #jaystakeout

11:11|slimthick|work—we went on two dates. he’s already calling me baby girl and scheduling trips. #jaystakeout

4:36|ohno|sofa—every day i contemplate being a sugar baby. i mean i BEEN fucking these niggas for free outta “love” why not make a lot of coin?! #jaystakeout

5:11|144lbs|couch- I’ve been eating whipped cream, fried chicken, brides cake ice cream, chips...fuck EVERYTHING! I am going through it.

11:39|eck!|desk—im loving myself. healing w/the loml. stay smiling. meanwhile, everything is overwhelming. but he told me “Remember before the storm ends its get the worst. God is watching you reactions and how you handle it.” soo im breathing.

9:09|ugh|home—a bitch is emotionally eating again. faacckkkkk. every fucking time i let my guard down i get fucked over. imma have to save bail $$ & start stabbing these niggas. #jaystakeout

8:04|annoyed|couch—i told that nigga goodnight at 3pm. ill resume communication next week cause im really not trynna argue. I’m Ena I am but i ain’t. #jaystakeout

3:11|140 fine|poolside— if future didn’t have like 10 baby mamas I would definitely let him knock me down. #UnpopularOpinion

8:34|home|winter/seasonal/holiday depression is real af. got over the flu now i need to get out these feels. this ain’t it.

3:49|high|outside|—what’s sugar to a baby?

a night off.

“Spoil me in loyalty cus money ain’t the problem”

8:25|inside out|fullmoonvibes— i am not okay. this vacation should do me well.

9:05|floor—sleep has been evading. no appetite. constant tears. wtf? packing and crying. #vacayvibes

11:35|blessed|—me myself and i is the mood music. it’s a new day. we carry on. & just like today the sun came after rain.