We are here for you. 🧡🌲🧡 #itsokaynottobeokay

Sad, angry, reminiscent, lonely, overwhelmed, depressed, jealous, heartbroken, happy, tired, slightly optimistic, these are feelings of MY grief yesterday #widowedtoosoon #grief #cardiacarrest

I'm totally lost and broken, I don't want a new year without Shaun, I want to carry on with him in it, how could this have happened, what did we do to deserve this, nearly a year to the first anniversary 💔 #widowedtoosoon #grief #cardiacarrest

I bloody got through it ! Christmas and New years eve, how, I'll never know, never felt pain like it, next hurdlle first anniversary of his death 💔 #widowedtoosoon #grief #cardiacarrest

You gave me this sense of completeness and belonging. You made me feel whole, happy, and accepted. You gave me purpose and confidence. You gave me a reason to hope for tomorrow. Without you I’m lost. Without you I’m empty. Without you I don’t know what to do. #grief

My heart is being crushed by the weight of grief, this time last year we were doing our weekly shop, litte did I know the trauma that was waiting round the corner 💔 #widowedtoosoon #grief #cardiacarrest

We know it can help to write down our thoughts when we are grieving. It can be comforting to feel connected to our loved ones. This idea from a little girl so she could write to her grandparents is so lovely. 🧡 #missingyou itv.com/news/central/2…

If only we knew 💔 #widowedtoosoon #grief #cardiacarrest

Does the pain ever go away 💔 missing him so much today, it really hurts so much #widowedtoosoon #grief #cardiacarrest

I fucking hate weekends, life has changed completely, my heart aches all the time 💔 I'm so lost without you #widowedtoosoon #grief #cardiacarrest

My anger is getting the better of me #widowedtoosoon #grief #cardiacarrest

I needed you last night 😥 you weren't there #widowedtoosoon #grief #cardiacarrest 💔

Do one with your sodding "I love you" and your flowers, your pictures of happiness, the kisses and holding hands, It actually fucking hurts without you, yes I'm jealous and bitter, I want you back 💔#widowedtoosoon #Grief #cardiacarrest #ValentinesDay

My body is conditioned to need you and want you. My mind knows you are gone, but I fool myself. The relief of being with you is what I’m waiting for. How long do I wait? Time passes. I fool myself. Tomorrow comes. I fool myself. #grief

Ugh the never ending symptoms from physical to emotional to mental to spiritually it never ends.....we need to come to terms with the fact grief affects all aspects of our lives

This really hit me

Day 23 of #50DaysOfAdvocacy: 28 Days Until the Resentencing Hearing! We won’t stop fighting until Lyle and Erik receive the justice they deserve. 🩵 Stand together. Act now! 🩵 #JusticeForLyleAndErik #FreeTheMenendezbrothers

I've not been on here for a while. Over 3 years into grief, and I can honestly say it does get better. I still miss him, and sometimes it's hard, but I got through it. Hang in there ❤️