Venting because I'm really tired and overwhelmed...cw medical issues, hospital stuff

So like, I still haven't recovered from my two week trip of misery with my family. While on that trip, I got bit by something really really bad that we still can't figure out and it's still not gone a month later despite medications. The demon is still in my home

I'm consistently having to tip toe everywhere cause my parents weird obsession with my sister, and I can't move out of I wanna move to NZ next year. I'm so tired and overwhelmed and sad literally all the time.

I started having massive body spasms on Sunday night and vomiting massive amounts of blood and I might have an ulcer in my esophagus, but they aren't sure, I'm still sick, still got the bite, the person who did my IVs blew out my veins 3 times so I'm still severely

Bruised and so sore, I can't eat anything, I'm not sleeping, we just got a new client who is sooooooooooo intensely medical that I've been running around like crazy trying to get her the meds she needs to literally just stay alive but no one is working with me.

We are about to lose one of our essential managers which is going to put us in a world of hurt and over working. Today whole being super sick still from this stupid whatever it is in my torso thats making me vomit blood, I almost had to make a 2 hour round trip to

Get some meds and while normally that doesn't bother me I almost cried thinking about it, but they can't fill them which is worse, and then I did cry. I volunteered to do my mounted archery shirt design for free and it's adding soooo much unnecessary stress.

I'm tired, I'm sick, I'm sad, I'm bone achingly hollow, I'm scared because we don't know what's going on with my body and I can't ride my horse, I'm so tired.

Aly ⚔️🌿✨ I love you friend,I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. Please let me know what I can do for you, or if you need me to come get you at any point to just get away for a while. ❤️

@gaylagrause Thanks my dude 💙💙💙 I appreciate you alot