I can’t find Lelouch, and my family doesn’t know if he went outside or not.

Little dummy brat came back, he’s been out exploring all day. Acts like nothing even happened. He’s very lucky I love him so much. Brats have been taking advantage of me lately for sure.

I didn’t plan on napping, let alone sleep for 9 hours, but here we are. Come on, immune system, you can do it!

There are people I need to reach out to, especially with various things happening, but I feel horrible and see my doctor early tomorrow, so I’m just going to rest. Forgive me.

Time to go to the doctor! In what way is my frail little body failing me now?

Well that was 16 hours of sleep, with small break in the middle for meds. Hi, I’m still alive. Just doctor’s visit went well, my heart isn’t damaged and blood pressure is under control. I’m just feeling rough physically adjusting to the new meds. Have you missed me?

I’ve known Eyes since before they hit Affiliate. Now it’s their 4 year Affiliate anniversary and 2.0 debut, and I’m so incredibly proud at how they’ve grown. They’re so confident and incredible, I’m so lucky to call them my friend 💙💜

It’s a big week for many of my friends, so I’ll keep gushing about them. The BLL boys are such a wonderful group. Silly, sweet, seductive…and they’ve got a welcoming community, too. I’m honored to call so many of them friends, and excited to see their future projects!

Currently, when I take my Adderall, it’s a 50/50 that I either get super sleepy and nap or get really interested in doing a specific thing. This time it’s been tweets and discord posts and messages. Sorry if I’m annoying!

Watch the new Eyes Lore Video, made by Eyes themselves! It’s so good, I want more stories from them now. Also, you might recognize some voices in the radio broadcast. Check under the original post to find out who!

I am surrounded by talented friends. I wanna use that to inspire me to improve, instead of giving in to jealousy.

Speaking of talented friends, go check out Atti’s debut tonight! Planning a debut, making art, creating and running BLL…Atti does it all! He’s also very easy to tease and fluster mwahahaha

My head is all over the place tonight. I hope my friends know how much they mean to me. Thanks for being patient with me, for making an effort, and for caring about me. You’re all wonderful and I wanna give you all hugs ahhhhh

Happy birthday Taki! I’m so lucky to have started talking to you, I love geeking out about our time in symphonies. You’re a special person who deserves a special, amazing birthday!

Tomorrow I go back to my doctor to adjust my new meds. I fully intended to stream during these last few weeks, but underestimated what it would be like to adjust to these meds. I’m so sorry! I’ve been getting stuff down in the background, though. You just can’t se (yet)

New meds started today. Hoping for more focus, less drowsiness. If that works out, you’ll see me soon.

One of these years I will plan ahead, save money, and get Halloween art.

So, second day on the new meds. I’m not as focused as I was before, but do generally feel better all day. Headaches, but that’ll last. Maybe I’ll adjust to this dose and it’ll help more, or I’ll go up a dose next month. I’ll get to the right spot soon! (Say nice things about me)

This is uncommon for me, but tonight I wanna lay on a big comfy chest, listen to someone’s heartbeat, while I play video games. Anyone got a place for me to lay my head?

So my sleep schedule isn’t great, which is currently a negative. BUT I had a flash of jealousy, and then just got over it, so that’s a big improvement, right?