oh inhaler. that’s what his mum used them, an asthma pump.

|| is my British showing is that not a thing in the US

If his chest is tight it might help? He uses it. He’s not asthmatic either. He’s definitely not that healthy. That’s impressive.

( <—— oblivious idiot )

|| they’re very different kinds of smart but they’re the same brand of stupid

Oh. Nice. That’s random. Uh. Not quite. Well. Yes, actually. But it’s— well it’s usually his own fault. It was going a lot better for him until fairly recently.

No? No idea what brought it on? Uh. He— well sometimes. But often it’s his lifestyle choices that cause the problem so doing healthy things isn’t usually on the agenda.

oh lord, my grief is like a river inside me; filled with dead things i didn't kill.

Pineapple? That sucks. He can’t have pina coladas. Usually lifestyle, yeah. Almost exclusively lifestyle.

No? Huh. It was really good for a while. But maybe he’s slipping a little recently. Working for his dad is… not fun.

i'm trying to be better than my father, i am, but my mother says she can see his eyes in me.

;

HEY

spotify.link/RiJ4EudlXCb

She’s in denial, she doesn’t want to face the love that we have

:(

do we talk about cars

I don’t know much about cars

we could be :(

why not >:(