So haii i Got put on wellbutrin 150mg and apparently it suppresses your appetite and blocks food noise 🤤 lets see how this goes‼️

Me coming back to edtwt for few minutes after being only on nsfwtwt of a fandom im in

Few days on wellbutrin 150mg and food noise is Like almost completely gone 😝

me ❤️

Todays mantra: dont kill yourself dont kill yourself dont kill yourself dont kill yourself dont kill yourself dont kill yourself dont kill yourself dont kill yourself dont kill yourself dont kill yourself dont kill yourself dont kill yourself dont kill yourself dont kill yourself

Dont you feel stupid looking at your pills that dad keeps away from your reach just in case? Dont you feel stupid ignoring the subtle looks of your friends not Being sure if a joke is okay or Will it push you over the edge? Dont you feel ashamed pitying yourself in your dark room

This starving shit so easy(we have no food and all i consume is nicotine)

I did a binge ( wellbutrin the apetite killer pills are in the morning and sedative quetiapine is in the evening and it makes me SO FUCKING HUNGRY LET ME OUT OF THIS PRISON)

Day 2 Water fast without any hunger ,lots of nicotine and actually some workouts, by Grace of some god i have energy to exist

Update: it works

I lied i broke the fast 💔

No no what are you saying i love Being autistic and misreading every tone just to ruin a thing i cherished no matter how big or small it was, no i actually fucking love it! What makes you think i wanna Bash my head into the wall and dissapear from all socials and life???