okay i’m going back to ⭐️ving tmrw because i remembered how easy it is to do it for months on end and i need to lose weight 🫶

take me back to the time before my 4na decided to turn into m1a </3

my brain is only satisfied when i’m at dance performing or fucking up my life GET ME OUT OF HERE

pt 120492 of me trying to recover and then a couple weeks later deciding to come back because i seem to do better mentally when i’m restricting

i’m gonna lose 10 lbs in march btw

starving will always be the better choice

I NEED TO BE THINNER !!

what bmi do i look ? (i need to be humbled and more motivated plz edtwt)

my favourite thing ever is being delusional i love it

trying high res tbh

i absolutely love when i binge a shit ton and then violently purge and then do peace signs in the mirror while my face looks fucking vile 🫶 (i want to be shot)

hey y’all i miss this might relapse <3

have already lost 4 lbs in two days hell yeah

// bc kinda would be cuter if i was 15lbs lighter 🫶

i literally love food and enjoy eating im just so into my disordered behaviors i cant stop now

am i delusional or do i definitely not look like i’m bmi 22.8

mom: what r u having for dinner me: idk mom: well i’m not having anything because i’m pissed off yeah thanks that’s so great thanks for telling me that when you know i’m trying to stop starving myself guess i’ll just not eat either or in fact leave my room for the whole night