made this earlier b/c last night, i just wanted to disappear completely from literally everything i love doing & being a part of, because i just felt like things would be better off without me being around any more

my boyfriend kept me company & talked me through it, thankfully

sorry if this is really out of nowhere/dumb/etc but i genuinely felt if i were to just disappear, itd be better for everyone, even my friends

thankfully it wasnt like i wanted to d*e or anything but rather just like completely cut myself off from everyone i love and never return