you are my sun and i am your sunflower

i'm sorry i can't make you proud of me.

i hate you, i really hate you so much... but you're all i have left

i wish for what's forbidden.

my soul is always with you.

my sins are too heavy to ever atone for.

in both lifetimes, i belong to you.

i know i'm not what you wanted but was i for a while?

you are love itself.

it's been weird to miss you. hits me at the strangest times.

you've got me on my knees. i'm your one-man cult.

my soul is always with you.

i'm not a good person， i'm barely a person at all. but someday i'll be perfect， and i'll make up for it all.

The kind of tired that sleep just doesn’t fix

Lately it feels like maybe even though I’ll be around for a good while longer, I just don’t think I’ll make it as long as you think I will and I’m so sorry

im sorry you love me

my savior, beautiful lady.

Tired of it all, maybe tomorrow things will finally end, I say before I sleep, and each day the sun rises again, blinding as ever reminding me I can’t escape this nightmare

Please please please please please make it stop let it stop