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Scarred Survivor

@scarredsurvivor

Boy survivor of father's weekly sex, ages 3-11, parents' physical/emotional abuse always. Now 60, working to heal, understand my trauma, and have joy and love.

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1/4 children sex-abused, 1/4 more ripple effects. Denial => repressed pain => acting out denied trauma => world's violence, mental illness.

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Body memories arriving on stomach and buttocks. Flashes of nerve electricity in legs keeping me awake, my body saying more are on the way.

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Such pain today in my soul's empty lightless bottomless cavern. Never suicide cuz of my 2 kids. Both my evil parents did. But oh, the pain.

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Distractions help mask pain. I've fallen so far on life's scale of anything. Sometimes hard to turn on the distractions when pain grips me.

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Eradicated identity. Parents beat feelings, wants, desires out of me from birth. No integration, invisible brain trauma. Sad, lost, lonely.

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RT,Help! Father hit 7y.o. daughtr nyc strt. I call 911, I not able await cops. The home 1288 1st Ave Mnhttn. Call cops 212.452-0600! Demand!

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RT,Help! More re father hit 7y.o. daughtr nyc ystrdy. Cops (212) 452-0600. Only 16 apts 1288 1st ave Mnhttn. Demand investigation arrest!!!

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To improve depression/PTSD: create new neural paths, new neuron constellations. Meds, practice, talk therapy. But oh, it's slow and painful.

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Thriller novel, recovery from abuse: gratuitous sex and violence! Chapter 1 posted at scribd.com/doc/120870767/…. Read AYOR. Comments welcome.

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Crying freed me up a bit? Did forward-life things, 1st in ages. Qstn, dig for memories cuz repression uses much energy, or work on symptoms?

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GAY-BASHING crime East St. Louis IL boy written on "fag" kicked urinated on CRIME! everyone report police 618-482-6724! RT Harness soc media

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Vicious, anti-black SCOTUS today killing Voting Rights Act. Hateful Republicans hitting at the African-Americans they long hated. Tragic.

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Depression: psyche healing itself. I tried society's rules, now not in a life I can bear. Gonna sit, figure out what I do want in my life.