Me with my dissociation disorder

my niece just asked me why my legs were so skinny. like… omg, thank you 😻😝

“and possibly some purging” me too buddy, me too

why do i get so upset when my mom is mean to me as if she hasn’t been this way my whole life

my brother was supposed to get out of the hospital today and go to a protest with me tomorrow. but they’re keeping him for 2 more weeks. i just wish my brother didn’t have to deal with the pain of mental illness, and i wish it didn’t make him act so mean

my whole life all i’ve ever wanted is love, yet it’s the one thing i’ve been so deprived of. the only people who were supposed to love me were the people who caused these issues within me. i feel stupid for still wanting love from them when i know i will never get it

i used to record videos of myself to send to another account so i’d be talking to my future self. and then when i would go and watch them on my other account, id be responding to my past self

Maybe the real friends were the guys we split along the way

getting weed tomorrow AND i’m going to an ice protest. things are good

YESSS

i hate myself and then i hate that i hate myself. and i hate that im so full of hatred, but it’s the only thing i’ve been taught to do

“i wouldn’t wish that on my worst enemy!” you’ve never had a worst enemy, brother. i wish the absolute pits of HELL for that cunt, i wish every bad addiction and absolute pain + suffering for the rest of her life 😂😂

i get my daily oxytocin from my cat

smoking that weed that makes your heart joyous

universal experience, i guess 😭

i’ve been eating like i’m trying to gain weight for 72 hours and i actually think it’s trump’s fault so i’m really mad at him for that too

i’m so cold. i turned up the heat and im still shivering. i don’t think ive been starving myself enough to be this cold

thinspo….