I pulled a britney and cut off all my hair. It's not hitting the same. Adulthood calls for more drastic measures.

AI summary this, AI coding that. No, I am rawdogging this. I am not optimising for time. I'm optimising to be bored and blank and find my way through the thick of it and emerging with thoughts.

god, just give me enough energy to make art again.

An old love that has recently reincarnated is taking notes - watching a video essay *takes notes*, reading an essay *takes notes*, movie made me feel something *takes notes*. The day I start connecting all my thoughts between the notes, its over for y'all. I LOVE TAKING NOTES!!!

memorization as a kid : yew, it's for the weak, I can deduce my way out of everything memorization as an adult : oh my god, is this connected to that? uwu love my memory

I was a curious lil munchkin and always went on the hunt to find information. But now I'm an adult and *know* that knowledge weighs on your soul. And ignorance is bliss.

Watched sinners and loved it! Will be getting into bluegrass IMMEDIATELY

Falling in love is great, have u tried research as a leisure activity? The warm aloneness when you're lost in reading all the essays a video links, looking up all the references those essays make and then some more reading - YUM

I'm ok now. Back to hermit mode.

I've been writing since I was 13 years old and I started a blog yet again in the hopes that I articulate often - open.substack.com/pub/santrupti/…

CSS card parallax with pointermove + custom props 🧑‍🍳 <div class=ring style="--i: 2"> .ring { translate: calc(var(--px) * (var(--i) * -2rem)) calc(var(--py) * (var(--i) * 2rem)); } trick: pointer mapping to rotate card in 3D + translate rings 2D for the illusion 🤙 check it 👇

Romanticising mundane things :) My grocery haul this week

Very burntout. Quitting my job to take a break, work on myself and feel better. Hope I get to make some art :)

Bloody guavas (and chips Obv)

Love you Wikipedia I visit you everyday

I struggle to name a single 996 company that produces something worth paying attention to that is not a copy or rehash of a nicer product launched elsewhere Food for thought that you need not just hard work but inspiration + creativity to do standout work. Hard to do w no break

"sending slop is a socially violent act" - atharva and other words I echo on his blogpost which you can read here - atharvaraykar.com/slop/

I think a lot of people see animators as fast food cooks, where if the food is bad, it's the fault of the employee but start to see animators as students getting assigned a 90 page essay due the next morning and expeted to get an A+ and it starts to make sense