Feeling my emotions makes me manic high, lets gooo!! ENERGY DRINK?? Nahhh Emotional processing 🤌🤌

What's better an asshole with good intentions or a people pleaser who doesn't know their power? As I drop my people pleasing tendencies I feel like an asshole (with good intentions) and then my wants and words get sanded down as I accidentally hurt people. I'm a dickhead 👹

Being cooked, laying on the floor as my body burns away.

'The boy hears the man speaking-and realizes it's him.' I'm having hard cognitive dissonance between the voice in my head and my actual voice. There is a deep resonance and presence in my actual voice now while the voice in my head sounds like a little boy. Who the fuck am I?wtf