Have you ever wanted to save someone from their own darkness so badly that you are willing to set yourself on fire just to light the way? Even if it melts your flesh and cracks your bones, you'd be okay with keeping them warm..

Fuck situationships, fuck talking stages, fuck platonic friendships, fuck casual people. You know what I want? I want a lover. I want to love someone deeply and passionately and be loved the same way. I don’t want consolation prizes, I want the fucking jackpot.

When I like someone, I go too hard for them… I wanna buy them stuff, I’m too available, too loyal, too thoughtful, too loving. And that’s my problem. I always love how I want to be loved, hoping it gets reciprocated & guess what, it doesn’t.

I wonder how biology can explain the physical pain you feel in your chest when all you want to do is be with someone..

I used to think grief was crying, but it's something far more cruel.True grief is eating without hunger, laughing without being happy, waking up without the will to keep going.

Question…. Why am I never the girl someone chooses? It’s draining and I’m tired of it

Morning..

Hi

Just a part of me..

Grief is a mf bitch.. How can there be me, without Him..

My thoughts cannot move an inch without bumping into some piece of you..

I am not perfect. I am sometimes selfish, occasionally self destructive, and prone to very brief, yet severe, spells of sadness. But I would fight until every bone in my body was broken to protect you. That's a promise.

When you finally understand where your place in His life is. Well. It is what it is. As always.

I wonder if I will ever find a language to speak of the things that haunt me the most..

🖤🖤🖤

One day I hope someone sees me and decides, “whatever it takes…. I'm not letting her go.”