it my birfday today ૮ ・ﻌ・ა

i'm getting a baby tuesday i'm so excited 🥹

therapy wednesday after a year long hiatus lord knows i need this 😮‍💨

my sister is always saying boredom leads to creativity which is crazy cuz my boredom makes me wanna kms

got my baby home everyone meet Sully ♡

goin to the pussy Dr to get diagnosed with endo bc my uterus is colonizing my other organs

what is this dystopia i should not be bleeding chunks after a routine pelvic exam

i tell him i'm tired, i'm not sleeping bc of the puppy, i say i'm stressed and lonely and ask him to text me more he barely texts me all night and now he's going to breakfast with his work friends 😣 it's minor but i'm struggling and i wish he noticed

i don't work or drive because of fear, i'm home alone all the time, my best friend is two states away, i'm so isolated and asking for small connections and not getting them. i'm so lonely

i want to be clear that my bestie is wonderful and always texts me back and i love her. i just wish my bf was present with me more 😔

my bf was trying to say he was living vicariously through me and instead said he was living bi-curiously through me lol

saint sully ♡

literally sitting next to him crying and he doesn't notice

it's so stupid i wanna hurt myself so bad and idek the actual reason i just feel miserable

"what are your goals for therapy?" i want to be a person again. i want to do people things. nourish my human-ness. have beautiful dreams. fear death. find joy. sleep 8 hours a night

giving myself whiplash with how inconsistent my tweeting has gotten 😭 everything overwhelms me

I got a new phone and kept thinking "it would be cool to go on twt again" and then realized I could just download the app lmao so hi again

omg did i delete my ed acct im so upset

I have a legitimate addiction to my phone ugh

i just wanted to thank everyone who's been with me since the beginning. thank you for caring about me and following my journey or whatever. I really appreciate yall and ily all thank you ♡