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hate when people tell others to get over their feelings and move on as though we're sitting here like "honestly I love all this angst and gloom,I think I'm gonna stay in this as long as possible!"and not anxiously searching for an exit,but being unable to find it.

One thing they don't teach you in medical school is how to prepare yourself for coming to work and randomly having ppl attempt to literally fight you and/or your colleagues.

10 days of house job down and I've cried only twice*!! *this morning(jk we are surviving and partially thriving)

I keep undertaking every fresh distress I see as this is the thing that finally broke me only to immediately discover the next fresh distress that does the same thing all over again.

House job is so busy,there really is no time to actually sit and read and learn.instead you kind of just absorb the pantomime of how to do your job daily without actually intellectually gaining anything.its probably bad.

got my first house job paycheck and almost fell over.more than I've ever seen go into my bank account at one time in my entire life.(can you tell I grew up poor)

me whose mental stability is already questionable:I should read a book that is going to make me unreasonably depressed and angry this week

Someone should start a scientific research project on why August is so melancholic

غم اگرچہ جاں غسل ہےپہ کہاں بچیں کہ دل ہے

I always am about to go to sleep at a nice and simple 10pm and then something happens to me

cooking for myself: awful, a chore, humiliating cooking for someone else: pure fulfillment, joy, finally life has meaning

one thing this last year taught me is if you feel a feeling you should buy a new book about it

I am a better doctor and frankly a better human when I am fully caffeinated.

Confidence is to the soul what buoyancy is to a boat. You have to find the right amount of force that will help you confront strangers, apply for a job, stand up for your views, and change the world. Be overly hesitant and you’ll sink. People-please too much and you’ll drown

my least fav game is when your PG asks you a question about a patient and you have to determine if they're asking you bcs 1. you forgot something obvious and you look dumb OR 2.they genuinely don't know the answer. Either way,you lose!

In a few days I'll have to tune my brain back on again.I've been much more balanced and at peace with my brain off when I flip the switch it'll bring back all the misery and ugly ambition that comes with being a doctor.

my comfort food has stopped comfort food-ing and now I am going through the hopeless phase of trying to find a new comfort food whilst also feeling repulsed by every option under the sun

what do you worry about when you're lying awake at night?for me,although there are lots of things it is frequently about never finding fulfillment in my career.I am so scared of looking back in twenty years and feeling like the choices i made weren't good enough.

You know you're a doctor when you watch the "don't go where I can't follow" scene in Return of the King and ask yourself if Frodo has the doll's eye reflex.