she’s the fine line between sin & sanctity.

you never know. i don't care if anyone else is disappointed. but to some, the very existence of a certain person in this world is in itself, hope.

[devastatingly in love, in secret, and being so brave and stupid about it] Oh, us? Together? I can’t picture it. It would be awkward and strange and end in tears, I fear. We wouldn’t get along at all.

give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention.

i shall ascend to the heavens， becoming the scorching sun.

So you wanna be heroes, huh? Let me show you what happens to heroes!

tell me i am your god. tell me i am all you need.

this is how i love you. i am peeling back my skin， layer by layer， so you will finally know everything inside me.

come on, make it easy. say i never mattered.

⠀i’m a fool. a smitten , lovesick fool.

make me your god, i can give you everything.

if i can’t have love, i want power.

i'm not a child! i grew up faster than other people, i didn't need a stupid stuffed toy!

“ are you JOKING ?! “ redson looked dumbfounded, not angry anymore—just unamused with her antics. he cleared his throat. “ it is the middle of the night ! and even if it wasn't , 𝘯𝘰 ! “

“ no ! why would i — “ a pause. “ . . . what kind of snacks? “

“ . . . fine . “ he sighed in defeat. “ get up here . before mother and father see . “

“ well—you can't just go through the door ! “ redson sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose.

i’ve polished this anger and now it’s a knife.

i want to be soft. to be home to someone. but all i’ve ever been is a flame that destroys empires. i want to love, and i want to be loved, but all that exists in me is rage and spite.

I won't fail you again.